Word of the day. Use it in a sentence. I feel guilty.

Peter rang me today to tell me I broke two hearts [his and his daughters] . He also sent me a text telling me what she has been saying to him. I feel awful. I don’t want it. Guilt I mean, but I guess it’s the price I pay for choosing. I don’t want him to be sad, hurt - nothing that involves pain. I’m hoping he will get help for his depression and with his next realtionship I hope it has a better chance.  When he rang today he asked why we couldn’t do a long distance thing, I said I mentioned that to you before and you told me right off that “no it wouldn’t work, no point” and said fair enough. Tomorrow is a public holiday - no school. I’m guessing the next day I’ll see him is Thursday at school, I hope it goes ok - seeing him I mean. I need to give him back his house key and talk about him getting his stuff from my place. Anyone want to take my job?

I got a unit/flat today. Mum said its a bit smaller than what I have now. It’s all happened soooo quickly. I saw it yesterday [after we broke up] on the net, rang about it, my mum went and had an inspection today, she said yes, they faxed me an application, I faxed it back and by 5pm today they told me I had it. It’s empty now, I’ll move in next Friday.  SO - the next 11 days is going to be FRANTIC! Packing, cleaning and organizing. I have to gather up some boxes and sort out my stuff. Stuff I don’t need needs to be given to a better home [op shops ahoy!]

Wish list — new bed, washing machine, new microwave, new jeans, new boots and a haircut.

Happy 1000 to me! I now have a red star on eBay. My feedback is now 1001. I’m going to be listing a bunch of auctions tomorrow with a starting bid of $4.99 - most will have buy-it-nows for $9.99, $14.99 and $19.99. I’ll post them when I list them.